Hi (Furry)furriends❤️
When my little brother Stippie
left our planet
…last week…
time stood still
for all of us…
…and it still hasn’t gone any further…
but we had to do a lot of work
so I helped Grandpaw
digging a grave…
…but before…
I had to go in Angel’s Place
to pick up his scence…
which was effurrywhere…
as he was sitting there
…always…
it was his favourite spot
in the garden…
then I had to check if the hole was big
and deep enough…
so I could help Granny
with the flower pots…
to put them around Stippie…
who has been on the table
for three days…
and to burn some incense of Sandalwood
so that the space would be purified
and the heart would be calm…
…and that any flies doesn’t come nearer…🪰
so we all could say
Goodbye…
in a way that felt best for us…
especially for Granny
who sat with him
effurry day…
telling him effurrything
that she wanted to say to him
before his body had to leave too…
and when it became
to much to handle…
we retreated
for a little while…
as there was also a garden helper
who watched over him…
then I helped Granny
with the last prepurrations
for the burial…
and when that was done…
we had to put him
into another blankie
…because this one was to thick
for the hole…
so while Granny changed it
she also put his favourite ball
and her hair tie in it
…which he stole effurry night
out of her hair…
so he could remember play with it
at the Rainbowbridge…🌈
and then we buried our purrecious Angel Stippie
…Monday evening…
next to Angel Binky…
and all the flowers opened
that special day…
…especially for you little bro…
but I was very confused…
and walked around
on your little grave…
trying to smell your scent again…
I knew that it was here
somewhere…
as if I knew
that it was the final thing
that I saw of you…
and I walked around
in Angel’s Place…
again and again…
it was such a strange sensation…
and I was upset…
that he wasn’t here anymore…
Granny says
that I will see him again…
…in spirit..
but we have to let go first…
before we can receive all the signs
that Stippie will send to us…
🐞…which he already did…🐞
we’re doing a little bit better now…
we’re still grieving
but we have more peace
with the situation…
…but it’s still up and down…
and besides
I got a Bach Remedy
…Star of Bethlehem…
which is given against f.e. deep sadness…
…which Granny needs more than I do…
Granny has a big infection
after the bitey last week…
she forgot to clean the wound
because of the sadness
and hectic of the situation…
so when Stippie was buried
the infection showed up
at rapid speed…
…at once after four days…🙈
it’s still there
but it’s getting better
after a Homeopathic treatment…
and I’m eating good again
and get extra treats effurry day
…and extra loves…
so that’s good…
I’m still looking for Stippie…
and wait for him when I get out…
Granny says
that we were twins of triples…
…we were always together…
and it hurts her and Grandpaw
to see me all alone…
we know a few furriends of the blog
had the same situation…
would you like to tell us
how you dealt with it…🙏
We want to Thank effurryone
who reached out to us
on the blog
by e-mail and e-cards
and Ann and June of Zoolatry
and Ingrid and the doggies
for these beautiful badges…
Thank you for thinking of us
🪷❤️🪷
We’ll take it easy
for a little while longer…
but we hope to continue soon
because it helps a lot
to be around here
at the blogosphere…
and at least we can see the letters
through a slit of the eyes now
so we are able to write again😺
❤️❤️❤️
🙏Have a Happy Thursday my furriends🙏
🙏Stay Safe Healthy and Yourselfie🙏
– D o u b l e P A W K I S S E S –
🐾😽💞
E N J O Y ! !
😸😸
Angelswhisper2011 