Almost three weeks without you

My dearest Little Binky💗

Where do I start your post

when you’re not here with me…

my greatest muse

and biggest fantasy…

now leaving only memories…

since you were gone

it’s hard to move on…

never to see your lovely face again…

or to have you sitting next to me…

watching movies of a friend…

or just looking up to me

if that’s all

you wanted to see…

lying on Grandpaw’s lap…

or in between…

so close to me

never more will seen…

nor your walks

towards me…

when you hid yourself

for our twofeet family…

in your own house

right next to me…

you were so very smart…

after doing yoga with me

you read your own cards…

and your mousies

in and outside the housie…

had no chance

when you did your sword dance…

and when I’m in the garden now

you’re everywhere I see

but then I look at Angel’s Place

and know that it can’t be

cause you’re not longer here with me…

sometimes when I look at the door…

I wished you stepped right through it

like you always did before…

giving me some headbonks

on the kitchen floor

that I so adored…

before you ate your beefie

as your daily score…

now I only have last pictures

and your last food in store

and your memories to hold on

cause no one comes through that door

anymore…

you left a big hole inside my heart

and sometimes it hurts so much

that I almost collaps…

it’s lonely

and empty in the house…

 and it took me some time

to take a seat

on the chair

knowing that you’re not there…

and when I see that empty basket

and how much you loved your weeds

my heart breaks in pieces… 

because there’s a second crob waiting

but there’s no one to eat…

even mousie misses you

he brought you Angel Wings’ flowers

and made a heart for you

saying

💗I loved you too💗

✨💞✨

It has been almost three weeks ago now

Thursday evening 21:44

when I wrapped you in your clouded blanket

and laid you next to me

on the bedroom floor…

together with your favourite mousie…

one last night close by your side

like it was yesterday once more…

Angel’s Place

has gained

a new Angel

and your family and friends

have all welcomed you home

so you weren’t so alone…

Thank you

for

making me

smile

when I felt so sad for a while

because the future didn’t felt so bright

after losing your sight…

but you always showed me

that you handled it

with dignity…

Thank You

for bringing me happiness

and sunshine

when it rained inside

that old heart of mine…

Thank you for everything…

that you brought into our lives…

having you around

for so many years…

was not a fuss

but the best thing

that ever happend to us…

Thank You

for having enriched my live

in so many ways…

I hoped and I prayed so much

that you could stay…

but God wanted it the other way…

only your body could stay

and given back to Mother Earth…

but during the time we had you here

it was more than worth…

Thank You

when you sent me that Butterfly

who sat down on my left chest

and telling me that you’re doing fine

so that there’s no need anymore

to cry…

She came back the other day

and sat on my right shoulder

just to say

“she’s right here with you

it’s okay…”

and then she flew away

but came back again very soon 

to get down on my left shoulder

just for comfort

I assume…

Your Grandpaw gave me a heart

with you name in it

and I want to Thank Him for this

special gift

he said he can’t bring you back

but at least I have you near and dear

close to my heart around my neck😊

Thank You Ann and June of Zoolatry

Ingrid, Dalton and Benji of Meezer’s Mews & Terrieristical Woofs

and Janet and sweet KittiesBlue

for these beautiful badges

to remember you…

Thank you all

for reaching out to me by email

(e)cards, special letters

and prayers

your replies of comfort on our bloggie

and on Instagram

and your memorial posts to Little Binky

that I haven’t read properly yet

as I couldn’t see the letters

through the tears I(‘ve) shed…

I will leave the links here below

for everyone who hasn’t read them also…

✨Especially for you✨

Cocooning-selfie-a-sad-farewell/

In-memoriam-stanley-bazzie-and-binky/ (sorry can’t find the post)

Sunday-selfies-146/

Sunday-selfies-with-blogville-sadness (sorry can’t find the post)

A-fond-goodbye

…maybe there’s more

I just don’t know

because I haven’t been around yet

from door to door…

You were my sweetest hello

and my hardest goodbye…

We loved you so much

that I hardly can say

how much we miss you

every day…

I don’t want to stop

this longest post…

there’s still so much more to see

as we made so many memories

you, Grandpaw and me…

now take your rest

sweet Little Angel of mine…

one day we’ll be back together

it’s just a matter of time💗

✨💞Fly free beautiful Soul💞✨

Pawkisses from Heaven to all of you

my wonderful furriends

🐾😽💞

Where are you Thankful for today?

50 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. freddiemercuryonline
    Aug 11, 2022 @ 20:56:55

    We miss you so so much binky 😭😢

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  2. Carole Schulman
    Aug 08, 2022 @ 14:03:32

    Binky, tears again. I truly do love you. I miss you so much. I always will. You were are are very special to me.
    Katie Isabella and Mommy

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  3. databbiesotrouttowne
    Aug 04, 2022 @ 20:34:09

    we are truly sorry binky we are so late with our comment on your beautiful tribute post. granny’s words and your beautiful self have us in tears; and we hope by now you have settled in and found “your special spot” there in heaven. we miss you
    love today and always ♥♥♥♥3

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  4. Ida P. Krause
    Aug 04, 2022 @ 05:50:39

    I’ve been wondering how you’ve been since Binky crossed over the Rainbow bridge. Losing them is so very hard and I truly understand your heartache and loss. Of course being the huge cat lover that I am I want to share that when you feel the time is right please offer your love to another sweet kitty. When we recently lost our sweet, Spookyboo I was pretty upset even though we still had several kitties to love I missed him a great deal. He was such a sweet thing and loved to be held and petted. So I asked to get another kitten and hoped to find one that was cuddly. Low and behold we got little, Rascal and he is beyond adorable and so affectionate. I know in my heart God sends a new kitten or cat to love and we cherish the memories of those who’ve passed on knowing that now here on earth we have more love yet to give to those in need. I hope this doesn’t offend you but inspires you instead as I know you have a wonderful heart.

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  5. Curious as a Cathy
    Aug 02, 2022 @ 19:13:59

    Granny,

    Little Binky is gonna be missed so much! She was the sweetest kitty. I know your alls hearts ache the most since the loss is the greatest. Sending love, hugs, and prayers your way.

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  6. Wing Commander Basil & The B Team
    Aug 01, 2022 @ 15:56:50

    Awwww beautiful Angel Binky, we are so sorry mew had to leave, and we loved seeing mew here today alongside all those fabulous memories and tributes. Know mew will always be remembered by The B Team as Beautiful Binky ❤️❤️❤️!

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  7. The J-Cats
    Jul 31, 2022 @ 13:50:41

    Mummy’s eyes are leaking all over again. Reading this beautiful tribute to sweet Little Binky brought all the heartbreak back, as if it was only yesterday that she left us. But, you know, she is still there, in the flowers and the butterflies in your garden – her garden – and she will surely whisper in your ear, now and then, because she loves you too.

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  8. Garfield Hug
    Jul 31, 2022 @ 04:07:23

    I am so truly sorry to learn of Lil Binky’s passing. I am only now reading this and heart is truly sad and goes out to you. I will miss Lil Binky too. Lots of love and Garfield hugs.

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  9. Three Chatty Cats
    Jul 31, 2022 @ 03:57:26

    What a beautiful tribute to a beautiful Binky. My eyes are leaking now. Sending big hugs.

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  10. Cecilia Upchurch
    Jul 30, 2022 @ 15:43:45

    Oh my goodness this was the most beautiful post to honor a life lived well and full of love. Binky was lucky to be loved by you and you were all lucky to have been loved by such a special kitty. I truly and honestly believe our angels return in a very special form to let us know the are ok. The butterfly was the purrfect visitor sent by Binky. Angel Madi left special messages all over for us. She loved wandering into the master closet hiding under clothes on the bottom rack. So much gorgeous fur and many whiskers found for several years. Every nook and cranny here holds memories of her. I will tell you as the years have passed…all them make me smile now as I remember how much love we shared with her.
    Hugs to you all
    Cecilia

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  11. cat9984
    Jul 29, 2022 @ 02:37:04

    What a sweet post! Wonderful memories of a special kitty.

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  12. The Peepstress and Winston
    Jul 28, 2022 @ 23:20:50

    Oh my dawgness. We’re aching for you. Bless you Binky!

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  13. The Florida Furkids
    Jul 28, 2022 @ 19:57:47

    What a beautiful post for a beautiful girl. We loved her so much and miss her so we really appreciated all the photos and memories. (((hugs))) The Florida Furkids and Mom Sharon

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  14. Natasha
    Jul 28, 2022 @ 10:11:20

    What a beautiful tribute dear dear Gran and Granpaw

    I miss her so much too, and I do feel your pain. Binky gave us all, so much love and joy. She is unforgettable, even though she must be busy chasing mice and butterflies in kitty heaven.

    Comforting hugs, loads of prayers and love for you to tide through this loss and grief with love in you heart.
    Hugging you close and tight.
    Binky now also sits pretty on my blog too and I’m so glad she chose me to lend her a little space there.

    Much love and kisses xoxox

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  15. The Oceanside Animals
    Jul 27, 2022 @ 17:24:13

    Charlee: “None of us will ever forget you, Little Binky!”
    Chaplin: “We were so sad that you had to go, but we know you must be having a grand old time chasing those butterflies and grasshoppers over the Rainbow Bridge!”
    Charlee: “And we’re sure you are coming back now and then to give those little head bonks, even if the humans can’t quite feel them anymore.”

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  16. suzannedunaway
    Jul 27, 2022 @ 08:37:34

    Oh, how beautiful. Thank you so much. No words for your loss….

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  17. Correne
    Jul 27, 2022 @ 06:09:30

    Beautiful tribute for sweet Binky.

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  18. meowmeowmans
    Jul 27, 2022 @ 04:11:37

    We, too, miss your beloved Binky so, so much. She was most certainly a light of love and joy to us all, and we are forever grateful that she had the best home with you, and that you shared her with us. Sending you love and gentle purrs, Granny and Grandpaw. XO

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  19. Eugenia
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 16:23:55

    What a lovely and heartfelt tribute to Little Binky. Beautiful memories that will always be with you and us. When our Angel Amanda left for the bridge at 19 years old, it left us with a huge void. We adopted our Callie 2 weeks later. Our kitties and angel kitties will always have a special place in our hearts

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  20. Laila and Angel Minchie
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 14:09:46

    Such a beautiful tribute to your Binky. (((HUGS)))

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  21. Animalcouriers
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 11:27:01

    Dear Granny and Grandpaw, Binky couldn’t have been happier anywhere else than with you. What a fabulous and long life she had. We all have wonderful memories of her too, thanks to her lovely blog. We’ll miss her dreadfully but hold her in our hearts.

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  22. onespoiledcat
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 10:58:31

    What a beautiful and heartfelt post full of sweet memories of one of the sweetest cats we’ve ever known…..Binky was special to everyone – and we know the hardest thing is saying goodbye. Memories are all we have but nobody can take those away from us. Binky touched all of us with her gentle spirit, wise words, and “closer than close” relationship with her Granny and Grandpaw. Time passes but it also can stand still – the moment we had to let go. Binky is sending butterflies to let you know she is alright and waiting for the day to come when all of you are together again. I believe that…..truly. Sending you lots of hugs and love.
    Pam and Teddy too

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  23. Memories of Eric and Flynn
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 10:07:55

    Such a beautiful tribute to Little Binky. I had to keep stopping because I couldn’t see through the tears. I know the pain you are feeling and wish I could say it goes. It doesn’t, but it does ease with time and you learn to live with it. You have so many beautiful photos and happy memories to help you through the hardest times. My love to you and Grandpaw.

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  24. draliman
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 07:19:17

    Such a lovely and touching tribute to dear Little Binky.

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  25. songbird1329
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 05:13:37

    Once again your tribute to Binky has me in tears. Anyone who says “it’s only a cat” is clueless.

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  26. Lone Star Cats
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 04:03:04

    Sending big hugs.

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  27. Ruby Rose and The Big Little Angels 3
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 02:56:07

    I lost my River Song four weeks ago and every day is a struggle. Your post was brimming with love.

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  28. The Island Cats
    Jul 26, 2022 @ 01:19:28

    I miss Little Binky too. Sending you many comforting purrs and gentle headbutts. ~Ernie

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  29. Meezer'sMews&TerrieristicalWoofs
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 23:44:30

    There was a big and getting bigger lump in my throat as I read through this poignant and loving tribute…then I could hardly see to type for the brimming tears on my cheeks…
    Fly free Little Binky, you are loved and remembered, and all the memories you made with your family and friends will be treasured and cherished deeply forever.
    Sterkte en veel liefs!
    Ingrid, Dalton & Benji
    Kusjes van onze Engels Pipo & Minko
    (((((((((( ♥ ))))))))))

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  30. Caren
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 22:57:19

    This was one of the most heartbreaking and heartwarming tributes I have ever read. My heart aches for you soooooo much!! Oh how I know the pain…..as probably every one of us who visits you knows the pain….it’s a most horrible pain. The sadness. My heart is broken in pieces for you. Little Binky was soooo special. Never to be forgotten by any of us. EVER. Thank you for sharing this sweet and beautiful kitty with us. I wish I could help ease your pain. I know the emptiness, the favorite spots that will never be the same. Keeping you in my prayers and close to my heart xoxo

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  31. utesmile
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 22:47:24

    What a wonderful tribute to wonderful Binky. I can imagine how much you must miss Binky. We miss her so much. She will never be forgotten by all of us. Sending you many comforting hugs xxx

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  32. scrapydo2.wordpress.com
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 22:17:36

    Sorry for your loss it’s hard. You had wonderful times together. I also miss her lovely face and adventures. Hugs to you, dear friend.

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  33. Mary McNeil
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 22:13:45

    Binky will never really leave you – any more than Angel did – and thanks to you a bit of her will always be with us too. We thank you and Grampaw so much for sharing her adventures with us. Please comme back every once in awhile to let us know how you are doing…and if Binky should send you any other messengers,

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  34. Gidget Blue Sky
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 20:51:20

    mumz face iz leeking…dat wuz a beautiful tribute to your baby girl. we r sure dat she iz wif yoo. mum sez she know egg-zak-lee how yoo feel, it jus shatterz yor hart

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  35. Eastside Cats Blog
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 20:46:33

    *lump in my throat*
    Hugs and purrs.

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  36. 15andmeowing
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 20:10:44

    This was such a beautiful tribute to sweet Binky. She was such a loving girl. I enjoyed seeing her baby photos. Sending you love and hugs as you grieve. XO

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  37. anotherday2paradise
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 20:07:05

    Oh, I’m so sorry. Binky had a wonderful life with you and you must have the best memories of your lives together. My daughter lost her beloved cat Ravioli a few weeks ago and she was devastated. She was 16-years-old. RIP dear Binky.

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  38. manxmnews2014
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 20:04:19

    We had been remiss in posting comments, it’s been hard on us the past few years, but we always read your posts about Binky.
    Tears are flowing down my cheeks because I understand how heartbreaking it is, and know the feelings all too well that you describe. The emptiness of the space where once such a vibrant life stood. It’s unlearning all those daily things that is such a shock to the soul. One just doesn’t realize how much space a tiny little cat takes up in our lives until they have vanished. I wish I had some magical words that would help ease the ache you hold in your heart, that space that is in the shape of Binky, but there are none. It takes so long for that terrible pain to be worn down like a rock by the ocean being chafed by the waves to become softer but always there. I wish you healing and always warm memories and all the lovely lovely photos. Please continue to share them with us. Even though it’s hard, we miss Binky, each one of us who loved that dear precious one, we’ll be right here with you and Binky. Always.

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  39. Carole Schulman
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 20:01:36

    I wept all the way through this beautiful memorial to precious Little Binky. I loved coming to see her when she posted with her music, or any time and when she visited mom and me at our home. You love and bond are unbreakable. I as well as others completely understand your sorrow and sadness and loss. I, and many others are strongly bonded to our fur children as well. Sending love to you and Grandpa. Always. I so wish I had had your home address.

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  40. Sandee
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 19:44:38

    I miss you too, Little Binky. I’m so glad I found you and your granny though. You’ve both brought me so much joy.

    Have a fabulous day and week. Big healing hugs. ♥

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  41. Genevieve Petrillo
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 19:27:08

    Little B, you were the most wonderful friend, and you are the most beautiful angel. We miss you like crazy and were very happy to see this lovely tribute in our mail today. We are happy to see that Granny has plenty of foods and mousies so that when you feel the time is right, you will send her a most perfect kitty to love. xoxo
    Love and licks,
    Cupcake

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  42. Erin, the Literary Cat.
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 19:04:32

    A finer tribute to a true companionship of equals I have not seen. The body may have given up, but the essence of Binky will be reborn in another. The good you shared with each other and with us all, will bring you close again. Till then, Binky will be your inspiration and love. The true magic is it is the good and love we give and leave behind that drives us and others forwards to be better and happier in our next lives.
    Gentle purrs to you Grandpa and Binky, wherever she may be. ♥️♥️♥️🐈‍⬛

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  43. BellaDharma an BellaSita Mum
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 18:44:00

    Hello Marlene & Hubby….what can I say? I cried thru the entire reading of your blog post. I too, did not want you to end it……
    Sadly there is always a Beginning; a Middle & an Ending…
    The Butterfly visiting you 3 times is such a HUGE sign from your beloved Binky. She KNEW to send that Butterfly to you to ease your distress & sadness…..
    And to say she is safe in the Spirit World of Cats.
    You know something?
    Since Binky has left us; BellaDharma has NOT had any nightmares…..I REALLY believe somehow Binky is ‘here’ with BellaDharma during the nights in her subconcious….keeping BellaDharma calm.
    Binky Ky was so clever & fun loving & creative & artistic & sweet & beautiful. She really was the PURRFECT Kitty girl. We will never forget her!
    I admit I could not do a proper post for her. I apologize.
    Man I miss the music so much….
    Gone but not forgotten & always treasured & love: ❤ BNIKY KY ❤
    Love & {{{hugs}}} BellaSita Mum Sherri-Ellen)

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  44. Tails Around the Ranch
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 18:39:33

    Through our tears, we’re sending you extra gentle thoughts of comfort. Little Binky may be gone but will always be in our hearts and never forgotten. 💙

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  45. BellaDharma an BellaSita Mum
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 18:28:57

    Deerest Granny this iss THE most beeuteefull an touchin bloggie mee efurr red! It iss like you found THE werdss to purrfectlee describe yore lovelee Life with mee Sistur Binky. An such lovelee fotoss of mee wundrous Sistur. Binky Ky was one inn a bazillion. Wee miss her so much two.
    Butt mee knowss you an GranPaw miss her most of all.
    An wee are here fore you to comfert you an share THE SADSS!
    Meow to Binky mee lovess her an dreemss of her efurry nite…..
    ****paw kissess**** an all mee ❤ Sistur BellaDharma ❤

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  46. Savannah's Paw Tracks
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 18:26:33

    Dearest Granny, our tears are still flowing from the sadness of loosing precious Binky. She and you have such a special bond that we felt every time we read her blog posts. We are certain Binky will snuggle next to you one night, as always, just to let you know she is with you in spirit. Paw hugs and paw kisses, Savannah and Mom L

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  47. Brian
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 18:14:25

    Oh, we’re crying again here. Words alone cannot express the loss we feel with you and visiting you sweetest Binky was always such a high spot in our days. Love and hugs from all of us so far away but with you in spirit.

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  48. Leah
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 18:13:15

    Tears and purrs for peace and comfort.

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  49. easyweimaraner
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 17:55:06

    we listened to all the music you shared… and we remembered the days with you…. hugs to you and hugs to all friends who miss someone so dearly….

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  50. Sheila Morris
    Jul 25, 2022 @ 17:53:10

    Wonderful memories!
    Little Binky lives on in these images – and always in your heart.
    Bless you.

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