My dearest Little Binky💗
Where do I start your post
when you’re not here with me…
my greatest muse
and biggest fantasy…
now leaving only memories…
since you were gone
it’s hard to move on…
never to see your lovely face again…
or to have you sitting next to me…
watching movies of a friend…
or just looking up to me
if that’s all
you wanted to see…
lying on Grandpaw’s lap…
or in between…
so close to me
never more will seen…
nor your walks
towards me…
when you hid yourself
for our twofeet family…
in your own house
right next to me…
you were so very smart…
after doing yoga with me
you read your own cards…
and your mousies
in and outside the housie…
had no chance
when you did your sword dance…
and when I’m in the garden now
you’re everywhere I see
but then I look at Angel’s Place
and know that it can’t be
cause you’re not longer here with me…
sometimes when I look at the door…
I wished you stepped right through it
like you always did before…
giving me some headbonks
on the kitchen floor
that I so adored…
before you ate your beefie
as your daily score…
now I only have last pictures
and your last food in store
and your memories to hold on
cause no one comes through that door
anymore…
you left a big hole inside my heart
and sometimes it hurts so much
that I almost collaps…
it’s lonely
and empty in the house…
and it took me some time
to take a seat
on the chair
knowing that you’re not there…
and when I see that empty basket
and how much you loved your weeds
my heart breaks in pieces…
because there’s a second crob waiting
but there’s no one to eat…
even mousie misses you
he brought you Angel Wings’ flowers
and made a heart for you
saying
💗I loved you too💗
✨💞✨
It has been almost three weeks ago now
Thursday evening 21:44
when I wrapped you in your clouded blanket
and laid you next to me
on the bedroom floor…
together with your favourite mousie…
one last night close by your side
like it was yesterday once more…
Angel’s Place
has gained
a new Angel
and your family and friends
have all welcomed you home
so you weren’t so alone…
Thank you
for
making me
smile
when I felt so sad for a while
because the future didn’t felt so bright
after losing your sight…
but you always showed me
that you handled it
with dignity…
Thank You
for bringing me happiness
and sunshine
when it rained inside
that old heart of mine…
Thank you for everything…
that you brought into our lives…
having you around
for so many years…
was not a fuss
but the best thing
that ever happend to us…
Thank You
for having enriched my live
in so many ways…
I hoped and I prayed so much
that you could stay…
but God wanted it the other way…
only your body could stay
and given back to Mother Earth…
but during the time we had you here
it was more than worth…
Thank You
when you sent me that Butterfly
who sat down on my left chest
and telling me that you’re doing fine
so that there’s no need anymore
to cry…
She came back the other day
and sat on my right shoulder
just to say
“she’s right here with you
it’s okay…”
and then she flew away
but came back again very soon
to get down on my left shoulder
just for comfort
I assume…
Your Grandpaw gave me a heart
with you name in it
and I want to Thank Him for this
special gift
he said he can’t bring you back
but at least I have you near and dear
close to my heart around my neck😊
Thank You Ann and June of Zoolatry
Ingrid, Dalton and Benji of Meezer’s Mews & Terrieristical Woofs
and Janet and sweet KittiesBlue
for these beautiful badges
to remember you…
Thank you all
for reaching out to me by email
(e)cards, special letters
and prayers
your replies of comfort on our bloggie
and on Instagram
and your memorial posts to Little Binky
that I haven’t read properly yet
as I couldn’t see the letters
through the tears I(‘ve) shed…
I will leave the links here below
for everyone who hasn’t read them also…
✨Especially for you✨
✨
Cocooning-selfie-a-sad-farewell/
In-memoriam-stanley-bazzie-and-binky/ (sorry can’t find the post)
Sunday-selfies-with-blogville-sadness (sorry can’t find the post)
✨
…maybe there’s more
I just don’t know
because I haven’t been around yet
from door to door…
You were my sweetest hello
and my hardest goodbye…
We loved you so much
that I hardly can say
how much we miss you
every day…
I don’t want to stop
this longest post…
there’s still so much more to see
as we made so many memories
you, Grandpaw and me…
now take your rest
sweet Little Angel of mine…
one day we’ll be back together
it’s just a matter of time💗
✨💞Fly free beautiful Soul💞✨
✨
✨Pawkisses from Heaven to all of you
my wonderful furriends✨
🐾😽💞
Angelswhisper2011 